I've noticed that once you earn a habit of staring at clocks, you develop a more negative perspective at life. Most of my time is consumed with unnecessary things, rather the things I should be doing, like homework. It doesn't me as much as knowing this sad tendency. I always feel so guilty at the end of the day, looking back at all the things I didn't accomplish. This always makes me promise myself not to lose focus the next day, but in the end the same thing happens and before you know it, I've dug myself a deep trench that runs in a big circle. I don't recall myself being so disorganized when I was younger and it frustrates me. All I really want to do is to break out of this stupid circle before it gets any deeper and finally start making a smooth straight line. But...maybe I'll put it off for tomorrow.