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With Chemistry over with, I can finally chill. It's so nice to get a chance to kick back, relax, and not think about the nearing sophomore year that I know will be waiting for me around the corner. But before it comes out from hiding and bites off my big head, I wil do my best to fill my remaining days.
I've written a long list before school got out of all the things I wished to do over the summer, and regrettably, I haven't done more than 5. Here is a couple that I still have to do, but I doubt it will be for this summer:
a.) Go to a circus.
b.) Have a picnic.
c.) Go to a museum/art show.
d.) Go to a zoo.
e.) Volunteer.
f.) Blow bubbles.
g.) Meet someone famous.
There's more, but why take up so much space? :)
What I want ore than ever this summer is a balance of: peace and adventure. The peace part, well, I've been doing the most. I've been holed up in my room doing what I haven't done for so long: drawing. I just keep drawing and drawing, like I cannot get off it. That feeling you get when you take a pencil to make a sketch and dropping it to lift up your head for a breath and realizing that you've been at it for hours? That's one of my favorite feelings. I suppose it's also because of the fact that I've been away from draing for so long. I look back at my littl, mediocre scribbles from boredum during classes and it makes me wonder to myself: am I losing it? Have I lost my inspirations? Well, even though this summer's been pretty bland with its disgusting low-haning gray clouds and absence of sun, I find myself inspired to my heart's content. It makes me very happy. :)
But Peace is only one part of my summer. Now comes the part I've always wanted but done very few of: Adventure. I want adventure. I miss those days where you go far, meet someone new, learn something new, smell something new, get in trouble even, and well, get so lost in what you're doing you don't even think about the bad stuff in your life anymore. But I kow summer's closing in and I just wish I could do something really "amazing" before I put my nose back into some dusty old textbooks.
PS: This is awfully random, but I hate it when someone refers to someone who draws as a "drawer". Come on, they're not furniture. Just call them an artist. ;(
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Name: Dyana
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About Me: I am an odd person. I'll admit it because I can't really figure out who I am exactly. I think that's what life is partially about: figuring out who you really are, that, and happiness. I don't think many do find out who they really are in the end, but make a marvelous journey trying. I think that's beautiful. Frankly, I don't really want to find that one word or thing that would describe me perfectly. I think I'll just sit along with the ride and let everything just roll as it goes. I'm a very spontaneous person.
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